Monday, February 21, 2011

Ooooops

Well damnn it's been a while since I've written in here. I guess blogging is out and.. talking about how i'm feeling is in? Who knows. Who reads this anyway.

Some exciting news though! Went to New York this past weekend (4th time in 6th months.. I think that says something..) and got into an acting school! Ah! I'm so pumped. Its really such a great thing. I do have some weird reservations about living in NYC though. It felt so.. weirdly big to me the other day. Like.. i'd be alone for so much of the time. Like i'd be constantly be going out into big clubs where I don't know anyone.. and you can obviously see from previous posts that I do nottt do well with that haha.

Missed a big weekend here. I know I can't complain but.. no one reads this anyway. Jason had all of his home friends come up and surprise him.. I just feel like a large reason they came up is cause they knew I was gone. Which.. I understand on one hand.. total guy weekend. Go out, get sloshed. But.. I dunno it also felt like.. wait.. i'm a big part of his life. And you're not getting to see that. They had a crazy night til like 5am. While I was in bed by midnight. There's few things i hate more than missing out on big things like that. I always seem to. Halloween parties, birthday parties. Things just end up that way.

I guess I did need to write some stuff out afterall. Interesting huh?

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  2. we aren't in each other's lives anymore, but i care a lot about you. i could definitely use a friend like you lately. you're such a wonderfully positive person. even when you don't feel like you are, you wind up cheering people up. i don't even think you can help it. if you ever need anything, i'm here for you. i really mean that, too. if it weren't for the distance, i know we would still be close. miss ya kid. i hope you are feeling better and not missing out on anything! congrats on the acting class.

    ps. the Kevy Kev comment was me, i guess my mom's bf has a blog and signed on to it on my computer haha whoops!

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  3. oh and i didn't copy all of what i said either... oh me.. haha

    i said at the beginning that you were wrong, one person still reads your blog :]

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