Christmas time is here

Merry Christmas, friends.

I love you all so much! Hope your Christmas is so wonderful!

A Melody in my head that I can't keep out

Hola everybody! Don't know where i've been the past few weeks. Wherever it was it was obviously a place where I couldn't update my blog. Because..oops! Haven't been very good at that.

There really isn't much going on in my life right now. Pretty low-key and relaxing. Sometimes on the verge of boring but thats what being snowed-in in an already boring town can do to you!

Started/finishing filming for "The Big Idea" with the OhGood boys yesterday. The shoot went really well. 7 hour day! Yeesh. I'm still playing with the idea of being a film actor.. I like the idea. I think its all really interesting. However, I really have yet to fully jump into a character as I do on the stage. It's so so SO difficult to be in a character for 8 seconds and then hear cut than it is to stay in one for an hour and a half. Also, i'm super hypercritical. So whenever I see footage of me played back, I never like it. I guess thats why some of the big leagues never watch their films.. it makes sense to me.

Still trying to find New Years plans. No clue what they could be. Supposed to go to Wintergreen for a skiing weekend with some friends from school but the house (that NEVER gets rented!) is rented over New Years. Searching desperately for a plan B. Help out if you can..

Going to Busch Gardens today for Christmastown! Originally I was supposed to go and see Jason since its in the middle of us, but now my whole family wants to go. Wish him luck!

Thats all for now. Merry Christmas! Hope its wondahful!

And you hiding behind your camera

Quick thought:

What is it with our fascination about performing real life? So many times we, as actors, try to portray real life so accurately. We scrutinize reality to try to mimic it for the stage, or screen. But why can't we just live our lives. Not analyzing but living. When can we forget how to copy, and start really being.