Some exciting news though! Went to New York this past weekend (4th time in 6th months.. I think that says something..) and got into an acting school! Ah! I'm so pumped. Its really such a great thing. I do have some weird reservations about living in NYC though. It felt so.. weirdly big to me the other day. Like.. i'd be alone for so much of the time. Like i'd be constantly be going out into big clubs where I don't know anyone.. and you can obviously see from previous posts that I do nottt do well with that haha.
Missed a big weekend here. I know I can't complain but.. no one reads this anyway. Jason had all of his home friends come up and surprise him.. I just feel like a large reason they came up is cause they knew I was gone. Which.. I understand on one hand.. total guy weekend. Go out, get sloshed. But.. I dunno it also felt like.. wait.. i'm a big part of his life. And you're not getting to see that. They had a crazy night til like 5am. While I was in bed by midnight. There's few things i hate more than missing out on big things like that. I always seem to. Halloween parties, birthday parties. Things just end up that way.
I guess I did need to write some stuff out afterall. Interesting huh?
